I can totally relate to your loss, as I am still grieving over the loss of my precious little dog. It is never easy and some times friends and family just don’t get it. Personal grief is just that — it’s personal and you do not have to explain it. The pain can be deep. It does let up over time, but that does not mean you have forgotten the love you had. I think it is good to adopt another pet as soon as you can, because you have love to give and receive. There are so many beautiful dogs and cats that are deserving of loving homes. Sometimes, I sing the little songs that I used to sing to my fur baby and I cry inside. I am dealing with my grief in my own way, as you are.