I would give anything to have my husband back and at home with me everyday. I wish I could see him watching football. If he passes before you, the silence in your house will be deafening. At least, it is for me. We loved day trips or just going out for coffee, just being together. He was my dearest companion. He has been replaced by grief and sadness. Everyday is a challenge. I dreamed the other night that he was calling on the phone. I woke up to answer. There was no one on the line. I hope you find something to do together.